Read This First

We have moved to a different blog: We Choose Harmony

To see why, read this post: From Internal to External.

But feel free to read this blog for background information.

In October of 2010 Erin was diagnosed with Dissociative Identity Disorder, formerly known as Multiple Personality Disorder. This blog is to record what is going inside Erin's mind. We don't know what all that will entail... But we are hoping that keeping a record of it will help in some manner. We also hope that maybe, just maybe, that we'll heal from whatever issues that we have and come out victorious.

All personalities or identities within Erin are invited to write here; each entry will be marked with who is writing.

If you are a survivor yourself, there are no trigger warnings on the entries... Please be careful as you navigate this blog. If you are a significant other of someone with DID/MPD, our hope is that this blog may be of some use to you, but please remember that every person with DID is very unique and must be considered as their own case.

Thank you for visiting!


List of events:

  • 10/5 -- Erin born
  • Erin creates Kitty and Horsie to cope with hospital visits.
  • Attacks at playground start (?)
  • Original Erin splits into Little Erin
  • Attacks at playground stop (due to moving)
  • Little Erin goes inside; Marine (Marie) becomes Main
  • Family moves to Okinawa, Japan
    • Family moved back to USA
    • Marine (Marie) splits into Shiloh
    • Shiloh hides Marine (Marie)
    • Kitty becomes Main
    • Kitty splits into Yomi and Sader at some point
    • Horsie, renamed Morrigan, sent to live in the World of Alter 
    • 2/9 -- Thanatos created
    • 4/12 -- Sader falls asleep
    • 5/31 -- Erin graduates Highschool